I Finally Broke the Wall: +1000% With MDD Under -30
I didn’t build a crypto auto-trading program because I thought it would be easy. I built it because I was tired of guessing, tired of emotions hijacking decisions, and tired of repeating the same mistakes whenever the market got loud.
For a long time, the project lived in that frustrating middle zone: not a total failure, but not something I could truly trust. It would look brilliant for a stretch and then bleed back the gains in a single ugly sequence. It would behave well in clean trends but get weird in chop. It would “work”… until volatility changed the rules.
That phase taught me something important: the most dangerous moment in building a system isn’t when it obviously fails. It’s when it almost works. Because “almost” tempts you to believe you’re done.
I wasn’t done.
I kept going through the unglamorous cycle: log everything, find the weak link, patch it, break something else, patch that, and repeat. The work was less about adding cleverness and more about removing fragility. Less about chasing bigger numbers and more about making sure the numbers weren’t a mirage.
And then, finally, I hit a result that felt like a real milestone.
In my benchmark run, the program crossed +1000% ROI while keeping maximum drawdown (MDD) within -30.
I’m not writing that as a victory lap. It’s not a guarantee, and it’s not a finish line. It’s simply the first time the system cleared the bar I set for myself in a way that felt earned.
What changed wasn’t one magical idea. It was the accumulation of many small decisions that made the whole machine behave more like a product than a project.
Execution had to be reliable. In real trading, “good logic” is useless if the implementation is sloppy. Small mistakes stack up fast: timing, order handling, state management, unexpected edge cases, messy data. So I treated execution like a first-class problem, not an afterthought.
Risk control had to be layered. One rule is a speed bump. Multiple independent safety layers are a seatbelt. The system had to survive bad days without me babysitting it, and that meant building guardrails that didn’t rely on a single assumption.
Evaluation had to be honest. I stopped rewarding pretty curves and started rewarding durability. I cared less about the best month and more about the worst week. I wanted a system that could take hits and keep its behavior intact.
I also learned to respect “bad weather.” Not just trend days, but sideways markets, sudden spikes, whipsaws, and those stretches where nothing makes sense and everyone gets chopped up. A system that only looks good in ideal conditions isn’t a system — it’s a demo.
The day the metrics crossed the line, I didn’t feel hype. I felt relief.
Relief that the long hours weren’t just busyness.
Relief that the system wasn’t simply riding luck.
Relief that my rules were starting to behave consistently.
And then, almost immediately, the next thought arrived: now make it harder.
Because real confidence doesn’t come from one run or one screenshot. It comes from repetition under stricter conditions, with fewer excuses, in more environments, over more time.
This project also changed the way I think about trading in general. It forced me to confront a few truths:
A system is only as strong as its worst day.
Backtests and simulations are useful, but they’re mirrors — not prophecies.
Risk is not a feature. It’s the product.
If I can’t explain my assumptions clearly, I don’t control them.
And no “edge” survives sloppy execution or weak discipline.
Now my focus is the unsexy part: making it sturdier.
More stress tests across different regimes. More work to reduce hidden fragility. Tighter evaluation rules. Better monitoring so I don’t have to watch it breathe every minute. Less adrenaline, more engineering.
I’m sharing this because I want a record of the moment the work crossed from “maybe” to “proven enough to respect.” Not because it’s perfect, but because it’s real progress.
There’s still a lot to do. But for the first time in a long time, the direction feels solid.
Disclaimer: This post is not financial advice. Performance metrics from tests or limited runs do not guarantee future results. Crypto markets are volatile, and losses are always possible.
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